Groundless

Without notice, the floor falls away
All that I planned is gone
Tiny moments of clawing and grasping at something, anything to ground myself
The dreams temporarily die

Sometime soon, new ones will replace them
For now there is the free falling
The unknown, the chill and fear
It was all an illusion anyhow so why feel confused?

I never had anything anyhow
I just believed I did
Scrambling to recover some lost and imagined security
Somehow that no longer works

Creative ideas and forces come into play again.
This is what we do
We tell ourselves we will do this and that
We make our plans and carry them out

We never really know if things will happen
You roll the dice and see what comes up
You interpret the win or loss
You decided real, you decide everything in the mind

Every lie or perceived truth
You make it up
Day after day, we make it all up
The best place to be is without thought
Though in human form difficult to do

Carry on, have the cup of tea and create new dreams
Do it while being groundless.

Navya La Shay 8/12/15
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